I need to vent out things in my mind.

Soo much shit is happening right now it's not even funny.

Well first, want to talk about what happened today. Today wasn't as shit as I thought it'd be. School day was normal and after school was craazyy! Me, Sally and Alissa got that small amount of smirnoff from Wingo and we diluted it with juice and carried them in bottles. We then decided to get drunk and go to karaoke.

We went to sky, and we weren't drunk yet but when we started singing I think it started to kick in, especially for Sally since she drunk HEAPS. Yeah. We were screaming our head off and dancing and took lots of photos and videos oh my god.. for like about an hour THEN we got half an hour service so we had another 30 mins of wild moment.

We decided that we were hungry so we went to ate Donkatsu.. ahahaha sally was actually like licking the plate. Then we went to Smart to get ice cream then there was like this garden festival thing on aotea square so we went and chilled there. We couldn't get in to watch Vietnamese water puppets which was a shame so we just lied on the grass and looked at the stars and went all funny and dumb. Probably sober by then. Then we saw a tranny.

Yeah so we all went home afterwards but it was soo much fun.

Probably because I have so much going on right now and just thinking about it pisses me off. Today I realised how fast time goes coz I only have like a fucking month till the Nepal trip which is INSANE. Then I have ACTs reaaally really soon and I have to see my EE supervisor and sort out my TOK question and do Chem Lab and Chem test and Math Test and English IOP then I'm done. Then I'll have to study for SATs and learn all my vocabs and revise my grammar structures and practice more and then probably sit my JLPTs again in July. Not only this, I have this massive hater at school (me and Sally) we don't know who it is but whoever you are, fuck you.

I HATE IT WHEN PEOPLE JUST PISS ME OFF OR HAVE PROBLEMS WITH ME FOR THE SMALLEST THINGS.

I hate people who get all depressed over nothing.

I hate people who doesn't understand you.

I hate it when I can't tell anyone about everything that's going on.

Just stop talking to me about what I should do and stop talking to me about your 'depressing' problems and personal issues stop talking to me stop asking me to do so much stop questioning me stop suspecting me stop annoying me just leave me alone

SHUT THE FUCK UP SHUT THE FUCK UP SHUT THE FUCK UP.