...

i don't hate you... its just..
if you were on fire, and i had water, i'd drink it.

xP

i wanna make many changes in my life but i know they're all impossible to make.
i know its impossible.. it just cant happen. no matter how much i try, it will not happen unless something extremely weird happens.

i want longer legs?
if some random successful surgery was invented and i could become taller with longer legs maybe.. but for now, no. imposs.

i wanna move school?
too late i want to go to senior but ill probably fail cambridge.

i want to stop HL chem and do something else?
too late. = =

i wanna stop IB
too late = =

i wanna graduate NOW
impossible

i want a job
not now probably wont have time until i graduate or something

i dont wanna go to school tomorrow
how much more can i wag now anyways?

i wanna go to korea NOW.
impossible... we didn't book tickets and im busy

i wanna see my friend... i miss him hes one of the few people i really talk a lot to
impossible.... hes halfway across the world in korea.. well about 11 hour flight away..


but one day... maybe except moving skuls thing and stopping HL chem.. one day when the time passes i will
- visit Korea whenever I want
- get a job
- forget about AIC and move on with life as if AIC never really happened
- lose more fat

yes  i will.