Weekend.

But not a very good one.
Everything is pretty shit at the moment and I am really sick.
Nobody really gave a shit, so I decided to take care of myself and go to the doctors.

Lately I feel alone. I think it's just after like youth to everest thing I miss everyone so much.
I feel left out everywhere I go. I don't think I've ever met a group of people that accepted me and cared for me so much.
I feel left out at home
I feel left out at school
I feel left out with the world
it feels like I'm missing out and I'm not part of anything anymore.

I don't do anything. I do some schoolwork, look at clothes,shoes and food but that's it.
I don't hang out or talk to my friends, I don't watch the TV, I don't exercise, I don't catch up with news...
and everyday is so long that I regret waking up in the first place.